Hey. Its MinHao aka M.H or 'Maphack?!'
Existed for 15 years since 21/09/94
Catholic High School : 1-4/2-4/3-6
Floorballer #19
Slacker =DDD



Friends =D
SNSD aka Girls Generation
Khalil Fong aka 方大同
Honey/Mango ice blenddd
Floorball =DD
Slacking + Sleeping = SS



Her
175cm by year end
better temper
better floorball skills
more speed + stamina
iPod Touch
good results for EOY Got it! =)
Undercut with Ivan after EOY
Rehab for dota

Darrell

Crenshawn

Lander

Eugene Lee

Joshua

Jarryl

YiShen

Shoutbox

CBOX

Music

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Imeem

im seriously a freaking arsehole

even though some of u may not say it
but im sure there are people (including my friends)
who think im a
WTFBBQOMGZPWNAGE sonofabitch
i dont blame them.
i would think the same way standing in their shoes
what exactly the hell is wrong with me?
as the Chinese saying goes: 祸从口出
i guess i better keep my mouth shut
and bottle up all my feelings next time,
before i hurt my friends.

5:34 pm

16

the (minimum) number of goals we need to win by in our next match against AES on wednesday
in order for us to have a chance to qualify(provided teck whye beats east view)

a game where we should have won by a big margin
it had to come down to a single goal to win it
why must it be like this?
is it really the end of the road?

still there is no time for us to look back.
RI knocked 13 goals in one period against APS
why cant we do the same?
FOCUS!

play every match like its your last
because this time
it really might be the last.

7:14 pm

after the match
the only things left
are the regrets.

Regretting the poor pass
Regretting the loss in focus
Regretting the unmarked opponent who scores
Regretting not putting in 110% in trainings
Regretting that you yourself could have done more instead of asking for more

and finally..

regretting everything that you regretted, even when it would lead to more regrets

coach said they 'dont have it up there'
ours cracked at the wrong time

no point crying over spilt milk
even cows dont.
move on.
and never look back.
because there aint no space in there
for regrets.


必须要战斗my way
if i'm ever gonna get back..

9:05 am

take it that im begging of you
dont look down on me
i will not be inferior to anyone
not anymore.

6:28 pm

12:01 pm

Circuit was never so murderous.

had one cup of plain water for breakfast 2day (i dont think even top models can manage tht >.<)
was raining all the way to school
had court.
realised how much i deproved juz by missing a few training sessions
haix
was alrdy dying on court.
thn mrhan wanted us to do this newly (and sadistically) invented circuit
3 sets of :
15 x commando pushups
15 x situps
2x 5-10-10m sprints

like no kicks rite?
thn after that...
mrhan : "end off with 10-20-30m sprints. 30 times"

siao rite. cnt rest in between summore
10x2 + 20x2 +30x2 = 120m
multiply that by 30 = 3.6km of sprinting
in the end me and darrell jogged the first five parts of the drill before sprinting only in the last 30m.
still sweated like crazy.
but nvm, trng is ALWAYS GOOD =DD
lol

looking forward to possible friendly matches on nxt mon and tues =DD
goin to watch hot shot =DD

6:36 pm

just returned from KL trip
fun, but really tiring.
will talk more about it later on
found out on the website tt we had 2 friendlies
we won the st gabs one, but lost to teck whye
dun let it affect you guys! its only one loss! we will win the nxt time!! =)

anyways,
during the trip,
i felt and thought about many things..
and so i dedicate this to _____, even though you may not even be reading this:
PS: eugene, if you are reading this, i hope you do not mind.. i just had to say what was on my mind. Sorry in advance.

before the trip, we didnt get to know each other so well
but through the trip i can say i know you a little better
although we didnt talk much to each other, i can tell that
you are a really nice person. and caring too.
i remember when you passed me the cup of coffee
you were holding it by the handle, so i had to hold it by the sides
and you said " hot eh.."
it may mean nothing to you,
but I was really touched that you showed concern towards me

and then there was those guys
i admit, i did felt inferior in every way towards them
especially when you were glancing at some of them
i don't know what i felt at that time
Jealousy? inferiority? maybe both at the same time..
and i would look at you,
thinking 'maybe i am not good enough for you after all'
im afraid. afraid that you would feel that way, which till now i do not know whether you do or not

and then it was your birthday
i didnt know about it until you brought it up during dinner the day before
firstly, im sorry because i couldnt think of what to get you for your birthday
secondly, im also sorry because i didn't make your birthday as enjoyable as it should have been
i can tell(i think), from your expression, that you didnt enjoy your birthday
it pains me to see you like this
if it was me i don't think i would have enjoyed that day pretty much either
when we had the surprise cake during lunch
all i could do was just play my part in the surprise
and wish you all the best.
im sorry, i should have taken more initiative to make your bithday more enjoyable..

i don't know why i'm feeling like this
gaah.. im such a wimp..
using a blog to express my feelings towards you
its ok... if you choose not to accept me
but i just want you to know that,
the time we spent together was my happiest
and that i will always be there for you when you need me..



只怕我自己会爱上你
不该让自己靠得太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也许要很大的勇气

只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

7:42 pm