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Hey. Its MinHao aka M.H or 'Maphack?!'
Existed for 15 years since 21/09/94
Catholic High School : 1-4/2-4/3-6
Floorballer #19
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  • Wednesday, November 04, 2009

    im suddenly feeling emo again.
    dunno why.
    i keep having the feeling that ppl look at me negatively
    and im really letting that affect me.
    for eg i think i seem anti-social to some ppl.
    which i actually hope i dont but somehow i get the feeling
    someone views me in this way.

    after much thought.. i found out the root of all evil
    Dota.
    the reason why i did not do extremely well in EOY?
    Dota.
    the reason why im on rocky relationships with my parents?
    Dota.
    the reason why i can even raise my voice at my friends?
    Dota
    the reason why i have such a stinking temper(yes i know)
    none other than Dota.

    so ive been thinking, is Dota really that worth playing?
    i mean for the 4 weeks leading to EOYs
    i did not even touch Dota
    and managed to survive
    i guess i can as well live life without Dota
    and live my life better still.
    Dota is *i believe* the only reason why some of my friends dont really like me
    i can tell. even i would hate myself if i was in any of my friends' shoes.
    so i guess its less Dota for me.
    and i hope this will lead me to become a better person,
    a better friend.


    2:27 PM