Hey. Its MinHao aka M.H or 'Maphack?!'
Existed for 15 years since 21/09/94
Catholic High School : 1-4/2-4/3-6
Floorballer #19
Slacker =DDD



Friends =D
SNSD aka Girls Generation
Khalil Fong aka 方大同
Honey/Mango ice blenddd
Floorball =DD
Slacking + Sleeping = SS



Her
175cm by year end
better temper
better floorball skills
more speed + stamina
iPod Touch
good results for EOY Got it! =)
Undercut with Ivan after EOY
Rehab for dota

Darrell

Crenshawn

Lander

Eugene Lee

Joshua

Jarryl

YiShen

Shoutbox

CBOX

Music

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Imeem

just returned from KL trip
fun, but really tiring.
will talk more about it later on
found out on the website tt we had 2 friendlies
we won the st gabs one, but lost to teck whye
dun let it affect you guys! its only one loss! we will win the nxt time!! =)

anyways,
during the trip,
i felt and thought about many things..
and so i dedicate this to _____, even though you may not even be reading this:
PS: eugene, if you are reading this, i hope you do not mind.. i just had to say what was on my mind. Sorry in advance.

before the trip, we didnt get to know each other so well
but through the trip i can say i know you a little better
although we didnt talk much to each other, i can tell that
you are a really nice person. and caring too.
i remember when you passed me the cup of coffee
you were holding it by the handle, so i had to hold it by the sides
and you said " hot eh.."
it may mean nothing to you,
but I was really touched that you showed concern towards me

and then there was those guys
i admit, i did felt inferior in every way towards them
especially when you were glancing at some of them
i don't know what i felt at that time
Jealousy? inferiority? maybe both at the same time..
and i would look at you,
thinking 'maybe i am not good enough for you after all'
im afraid. afraid that you would feel that way, which till now i do not know whether you do or not

and then it was your birthday
i didnt know about it until you brought it up during dinner the day before
firstly, im sorry because i couldnt think of what to get you for your birthday
secondly, im also sorry because i didn't make your birthday as enjoyable as it should have been
i can tell(i think), from your expression, that you didnt enjoy your birthday
it pains me to see you like this
if it was me i don't think i would have enjoyed that day pretty much either
when we had the surprise cake during lunch
all i could do was just play my part in the surprise
and wish you all the best.
im sorry, i should have taken more initiative to make your bithday more enjoyable..

i don't know why i'm feeling like this
gaah.. im such a wimp..
using a blog to express my feelings towards you
its ok... if you choose not to accept me
but i just want you to know that,
the time we spent together was my happiest
and that i will always be there for you when you need me..



只怕我自己会爱上你
不该让自己靠得太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也许要很大的勇气

只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

7:42 pm