SEOISM <3

2010-02-10T17:34:00.004+08:00

im seriously a freaking arsehole

even though some of u may not say it
but im sure there are people (including my friends)
who think im a
WTFBBQOMGZPWNAGE sonofabitch
i dont blame them.
i would think the same way standing in their shoes
what exactly the hell is wrong with me?
as the Chinese saying goes: 祸从口出
i guess i better keep my mouth shut
and bottle up all my feelings next time,
before i hurt my friends.

2010-02-08T19:14:00.002+08:00

16

the (minimum) number of goals we need to win by in our next match against AES on wednesday
in order for us to have a chance to qualify(provided teck whye beats east view)

a game where we should have won by a big margin
it had to come down to a single goal to win it
why must it be like this?
is it really the end of the road?

still there is no time for us to look back.
RI knocked 13 goals in one period against APS
why cant we do the same?
FOCUS!

play every match like its your last
because this time
it really might be the last.

2010-02-02T09:05:00.002+08:00

after the match
the only things left
are the regrets.

Regretting the poor pass
Regretting the loss in focus
Regretting the unmarked opponent who scores
Regretting not putting in 110% in trainings
Regretting that you yourself could have done more instead of asking for more

and finally..

regretting everything that you regretted, even when it would lead to more regrets

coach said they 'dont have it up there'
ours cracked at the wrong time

no point crying over spilt milk
even cows dont.
move on.
and never look back.
because there aint no space in there
for regrets.

必须要战斗my way
if i'm ever gonna get back..

2010-01-25T18:28:00.000+08:00

take it that im begging of you
dont look down on me
i will not be inferior to anyone
not anymore.

2010-01-01T12:01:00.003+08:00

绝对无敌 - 倪子冈

Chorus:
让绝对无敌的传说
能永远不会被打破
必须要战斗 my way
if i'm ever gonna get back
get back, get back

让绝对无敌的传说
能永远记住在心中
必须要战斗 my way
if i'm ever gonna get back hey~~

yo picture this
u got a kid in a room
his hands sweatin and shakin while he's lacin his shoes
the excitement's buildin up for what's comin up soon
to get there and do what he was born to do

他拥有篮球梦
他成为地狱修罗
他知道全盘战局只能够靠自己掌控
虽感到一点疲倦
虽感到一些危险
但是在胜负分明之前绝对不会退却

cuz now he's out on the floor
and he's catchin the pass
slashin to the glass, movin so fast, right to the hole,
they don't know how to stop him
and he keeps on droppin
2's and 3's by the second
and the crowd is rockin
so they knock him

躺在冰冷地上
只要一个深呼吸就能再冲刺全场
慢动作的世界
欢呼声蜂拥如浪
就在一分钟
过后强者加冕称王

(Chorus)

yo imagine
有个女孩出现
她在人群之中永远都是第一耀眼
她总是在身边
不知心里想谁
所有男孩梦想有天能给她全世界

but the truth
is that there's someone on the other team
someone who stole her heart
someone who holds her dreams
they kiss for the 1st time just the other evening
its 12 and number 1 and she's getting caught in between

战况激烈好戏正要上演
女孩不知道自己应该站哪一边
眼神交汇局势瞬息万变
大家都屏住呼吸忍住不眨眼

number 1 on the break
12 quick on the chase
boyfriend goes in the air with lover up in his face
they come crashing to the dirt
tears about to burst
when the game is over who she gonna run to first, yo

（Chorus)

有时感觉出爱太多
但我还是为了我的
梦想而战斗
nothin's gonna stop me

ey yo this game of life is one big struggle
we gotta hustle just to make it everyday
and to find ourselves a way
to fight the fears we facin
and grab those dreams we chasin
cuz there ain't no competition
when we rise to the occasion, c'mon

(Chorus)

School re-opens in 2 more days
ARGH!

2009-12-17T18:36:00.002+08:00

Circuit was never so murderous.

had one cup of plain water for breakfast 2day (i dont think even top models can manage tht >.<)
was raining all the way to school
had court.
realised how much i deproved juz by missing a few training sessions
haix
was alrdy dying on court.
thn mrhan wanted us to do this newly (and sadistically) invented circuit
3 sets of :
15 x commando pushups
15 x situps
2x 5-10-10m sprints

like no kicks rite?
thn after that...
mrhan : "end off with 10-20-30m sprints. 30 times"

siao rite. cnt rest in between summore
10x2 + 20x2 +30x2 = 120m
multiply that by 30 = 3.6km of sprinting
in the end me and darrell jogged the first five parts of the drill before sprinting only in the last 30m.
still sweated like crazy.
but nvm, trng is ALWAYS GOOD =DD
lol

looking forward to possible friendly matches on nxt mon and tues =DD
goin to watch hot shot =DD

2009-12-16T19:42:00.002+08:00

just returned from KL trip
fun, but really tiring.
will talk more about it later on
found out on the website tt we had 2 friendlies
we won the st gabs one, but lost to teck whye
dun let it affect you guys! its only one loss! we will win the nxt time!! =)

anyways,
during the trip,
i felt and thought about many things..
and so i dedicate this to _____, even though you may not even be reading this:
PS: eugene, if you are reading this, i hope you do not mind.. i just had to say what was on my mind. Sorry in advance.

before the trip, we didnt get to know each other so well
but through the trip i can say i know you a little better
although we didnt talk much to each other, i can tell that
you are a really nice person. and caring too.
i remember when you passed me the cup of coffee
you were holding it by the handle, so i had to hold it by the sides
and you said " hot eh.."
it may mean nothing to you,
but I was really touched that you showed concern towards me

and then there was those guys
i admit, i did felt inferior in every way towards them
especially when you were glancing at some of them
i don't know what i felt at that time
Jealousy? inferiority? maybe both at the same time..
and i would look at you,
thinking 'maybe i am not good enough for you after all'
im afraid. afraid that you would feel that way, which till now i do not know whether you do or not

and then it was your birthday
i didnt know about it until you brought it up during dinner the day before
firstly, im sorry because i couldnt think of what to get you for your birthday
secondly, im also sorry because i didn't make your birthday as enjoyable as it should have been
i can tell(i think), from your expression, that you didnt enjoy your birthday
it pains me to see you like this
if it was me i don't think i would have enjoyed that day pretty much either
when we had the surprise cake during lunch
all i could do was just play my part in the surprise
and wish you all the best.
im sorry, i should have taken more initiative to make your bithday more enjoyable..

i don't know why i'm feeling like this
gaah.. im such a wimp..
using a blog to express my feelings towards you
its ok... if you choose not to accept me
but i just want you to know that,
the time we spent together was my happiest
and that i will always be there for you when you need me..

只怕我自己会爱上你
不该让自己靠得太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也许要很大的勇气

只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

2009-12-05T09:27:00.002+08:00

~~PARENTS~~ (ok, maybe only my mom)
are FREAKING unreasonable. =.=
to all the garena and maple guys out thr,
dun expect to see me on9 anytime soon.
coz the area whr my laptop used to be is very empty now
NO charger
NO laptop
NO mouse
and im typing this on my dad's working desktop
just because i didnt:
1.read my textbooks
2.do my assessments
3.practise the piano that day

then whn i say: "But it's holiday liao"
guess wad?
"HOLIDAY 就不用 STUDY AH?"
wtf.
might as well dun have holiday =.=

whn im playing, i should be reading books
whn im reading storybooks, i should be reading textbooks
whn im reading textbooks, i should be doing assessments

and i even intend to quit dota once sec 4 begins
cant they juz let me enjoy my last few weeks of holiday?

sorry if im ranting here...

2009-11-26T18:30:00.002+08:00

Time
For
Miracles

yup, ending theme for the movie 2012
great song to go with a great movie
anyway, back to

Floorball Camp
definitely much much boring than what i expected
first thing rch thr kena scolded by mrhan
for not bringing 1.5l water bottle
had court trng till ard 10 when we went for circuit
slacked the whole way through.
unfortunately, the sec 2s lost their file during this period
end up they have to run 100 rounds per person

went for lunch at north ard 12.30
ate fast and went back to play bkb a while with darrell, stalker, ryan and derek
now for the shittiest part of camp
Sports Education
mrhan spent 2 hours going thru stuff like
Nutrition
Injury prevention and stuff
boring as hell
everyone was nearly sleeping lol
after that we had 2 hours + of rest time
Rest time, in mrhan's words, mean
NO floorball
NO catching (sec 1s playing)
NO basketball
NO soccer
so we decided to go out
a few of us went to the primary sch canteen to ji seow the auntie thr
basically, the situation was that she was preparing food for ppl in band camp
so we went and ask her if got hamburger/fried rice/chickenwing/rubberband?(ikanbilis in chilli, as called by eugene lee)
she kept saying 'NO NO NO' until she mega pek chek and started scolding vulgarities
Isaac was unfortunate enough to be caught by her, and had to endure a few smacks on the head
we continued doing this for the whole of rest time, until the auntie gave in and gave us chicken wings.

dinner was at north, again
bought some snacks for movie after dinner
Remembering the Titans
slept thru it
thn kena scolded by mrhan again, for not having pen
wth.
did some reflection thingy on the movie thn was lights off
didnt sleep too well

woke up at ard 6
washed up and went to pri sch canteen to eat the burgers we ordered ytd
damn good
kena scolded again, for not having black socks
the shit, mrhan didnt even include it in the packing list
thn now suddenly need
court again, then gym
had early lunch at north, again
came back and prepared for friendly against Hillgrove
won 10-0
didnt manage to score, but got a few close chances
good thing they played half-court pressure
had the luxury of playing the ball ard
but mrhan said we could have scored much more
oh well
at least the camp ended on a high note
our few friendly wins
hope to continue to improve
Jiayou!

pictures will b up on a later date

2009-11-19T19:28:00.002+08:00

went to sch in da morn 2day
slacked the whole gym period
my gawd, eveyone was like playing psp
lol.
have a lot to do to catch up
after seeing eugenelee and derek do 40 bench like no kiks
wahlao.
after that went to eat at north
tempted to buy bubble tea, but managed to restrain myself =D
thn took mrt back to wdlands and met up with eugene at library
borrowed this awesome book 'The Concrete Blonde' by some guy (forgot who, lazy check)
full of sexual stuff
recommended to all with sick minds (like me)
thn ziqing, myra, daryl and cren came
did a bit of hmwk b4 reading my book
haha eugene ur chem gonna fail liao. faster go study!
after tt went macs eat mcflurry
thn go timezone play a few rounds of daytona
played 2 rounds, 1 auto 1 manual
won both =DD
haha. so long nvr play le, didnt expect to win

guess tts all, gonna go to Hako's to find out tag force 4 come out le ma.
bye

2009-11-14T19:09:00.006+08:00

CLASS CHALET

11/11
took mrt to bishan at ard 9+
met melvin at the station
then went to mcdonalds to hand ah wong his stupid wallet
after that walked to school and met up with nearly half the class
spent a while at the front porch rotting before walking back to mrt
took all the way to dhoby ghaut.
then waited for bus 16 to take us to THE CAGE =DD
split into 3 teams thr.
1st team: Scouts ppl + melvin, joel
2nd team: NPCC ppl
3rd team: Ivan, clarence, ronald, me, kairong, yuefeng and tinhsiao
pretty balanced. owned the first few games though
pic of us playing from the top:

after that went to pasir ris to meet up with the others
ate at costa sands before taking bus to aranda
some more pics:
Andy and Darrell will love this shop =D
Kim's Ramyun for Lunch =DDD
checked in to chalet
found out it was on the 3rd and highest floor.
summore it was all the way at the end lol.
but its ok. we are grateful to have a chalet.
slacked till 6+ thn went down for bbq
LOADS of food. there were still many leftovers, even when i was thr.
me roasting marshmallows. notice the weird color.
after that took turns to shower and watched yx and matthias dota on 2 laptops
yx as usual was with maphack. ended up having lots of laughs.
celebrated Ronald's bday with a mini cake.
He sure enjoyed it =D

watched midnight movie at 12+
yep, it was 'girlfriend agent' again =D
we sort of made a record for a longest chain of movie tickets:
yep, 16 tickets
didnt sleep the whole night.
played countless rounds of 'dai di' with andy, clarence, weimin.
12/11
totally exhausted.
felt tired but could not sleep
so went out with chekhan, xingyue, melvin to try and return yx's bike
but the stupid rental shop nvr open.
thn went macs takeaway one egg mcmuffin set
finished it b4 we rched the chalet.
after that went for lan at dhoby ghaut
CoD is really damn fun
coz im quite good at it, even for a first-timer =DDDD
after that me and clar went back to sch for trng
yawnz, shouldnt have gone. missed out on WWW
haix sad.

2009-11-10T19:28:00.003+08:00

My Girlfriend is an Agent (我的特务女友）

haha yes. finally managed to watch this movie with stalker, eugene, ryan, darrell, lander and johnathan. well, the reason im blogging this is bcos
THIS
IS
PROBABLY
THE
BEST
MOVIE
I
WATCHED.
serious. no joke. the story is rather good, but the best thing is that it is just SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY =DD
here's one example :
*note the soldier is fake. so is the gun.
that was juz only a small part.
the script was real funny, esp Weon-seok, the officer in charge of Jae-joon
Jae-joon meets the others for the first time.
without invitation, he sits down
Weon-seok : Who said you can sit down?
*Jae-joon stands up
Weon-seok : Who said you can stand up?
in the end Jae-joon has to do a half-squat.

Then during his presentation on a case, Jae-joon's mom called
... ...
Jae-joon : yes mom im in a meeting
Mom : ok i love you son
Jae-joon : i love you too mom.
*all this was whispered as Jae-joon was under scrutiny.
Jae-joon proceeded to continue his presentation, but forgot whr he stopped
Jae-joon to others : erm.. whr did i left off?
Weon-seok : " i love you too mom"
LOL.
ok dun be spoiler le =D

still got many funny parts, but laugh until forget all le.
want to go watch again.
too damn nice =DDD
MUST WATCH IF U HAVEN WATCH
MUST=D

2009-11-08T11:13:00.002+08:00

reply to tags
Lander : haha lol but everytime i bored always turn to Dota. Haix =(
Darrell : well maybe to u ba, but to me i think it really affects me a lot.
ND : haha ya i think so too. thanks for tagging =D <3 SNSD =DDDDD

2009-11-04T14:27:00.002+08:00

im suddenly feeling emo again.
dunno why.
i keep having the feeling that ppl look at me negatively
and im really letting that affect me.
for eg i think i seem anti-social to some ppl.
which i actually hope i dont but somehow i get the feeling
someone views me in this way.

after much thought.. i found out the root of all evil
Dota.
the reason why i did not do extremely well in EOY?
Dota.
the reason why im on rocky relationships with my parents?
Dota.
the reason why i can even raise my voice at my friends?
Dota
the reason why i have such a stinking temper(yes i know)
none other than Dota.

so ive been thinking, is Dota really that worth playing?
i mean for the 4 weeks leading to EOYs
i did not even touch Dota
and managed to survive
i guess i can as well live life without Dota
and live my life better still.
Dota is *i believe* the only reason why some of my friends dont really like me
i can tell. even i would hate myself if i was in any of my friends' shoes.
so i guess its less Dota for me.
and i hope this will lead me to become a better person,
a better friend.

2009-11-04T14:14:00.004+08:00

posting some random pics:

dickson on psp, marcus on music, and guess who's blocking the camera?

Yum.

Purely made by licking the ice-cream. no other tools involved.

Ryan's attempt at modelling ice-cream.

yup, eugene and ryan sure look happy

2009-10-30T20:25:00.002+08:00

School
Ends
Here.

not for sec3s though =.=
but nvm, i will try not to dampen anyone's mood with this post =)
down with flu on the last day
haix, felt horrible
sore throat/blocked nose/sleepy
exactly what you need to get through Intensive.
anyway, got back the report book.
results were not quite what i wanted but was still ok

English - B3
Chinese - A2
Pure Geog - B3 =( missed A2 by 1 point.
Combined Humans - A1
Physics - A2
Chemistry - A1
Biology - A2
E.Maths - A1
A.Maths - A1
L1R5=8 omgwtfbbq shit.

oh well, hope to do better nxt year.
meanwhile, time to ~~LET LOOSE!!!~~
...wrong
10 more days to O level chinese. Grrrr

2009-10-26T18:43:00.003+08:00

*groan*
10/11/2009
GCSE O Level Chinese Examination
wth..
thanks to that, we r having like 'Chinese Intensive'
from the supposed early dismissal time to our usual
dismissal time, which is ard 2.30
and i have a feeling those China imports are going to
include 'CI' during holidays.
Great. Thanks. Exactly what we need.

~~lol bored.. dont feel like posting anytime soon,~~
~~considering the boring events for the whole week.~~
haix..

suan le.. post jiu post ba.

Saturday:
had fb trng with some of the argos and njc ppl
quite fun, though JB was like omgwtfbbqpwnage
after that went eugene's hse with lander, stalker and ryan
didnt get to play dota though.
eugene, lander and stalker took turns playing with the mega big chess set eugene has
while me and ryan played tap tap
fun =)
after that went upstairs to play halo.
kena owned la. but that was only in the first 30mins
after that still got get some kills
lol near the end me, stalker and eugene form an alliance to protect our 'fort'
against ryan and lander, who were taking turns trying to break in.
damn funny and fun.
went home at ard 7pm.

Sunday:
afternoon went Ikea with parents.
bought a few cushions and chairs
Baked chicken was nice. Real nice
after that went Swensons at cwp
ate frosted choc malt.
Lunch was nvr so good..
6.30 took mrt to bishan
rched thr at 7. 30mins earlier.
luckily weimin also came early.
so we waited for ivan and ronald while reading tnp
and when they came..
Ivan : "Wahlao eh. Mr Kua pang us leh!"
and he showed us the message mrkua sent to him at 5pm
turned out ivan didnt on his phone, so he didnt know.
while pondering on whr to go,
we went pizza hut for dinner
sat down thr and talked cock
thn went to bishan north kopitiam to watch the match
met kian how at the kopitiam
watched the first half of the match
quite entertaining.
after that went cheers buy shandy
and went kian how's house to watch 2nd half
Torres = own
nth to say
left his house at ard 12.
ivan walked me to north.
lucky nvr kena indian gangster
lol

2009-10-22T20:55:00.003+08:00

reply to tags;

JL, Lander and Darrell - LOL oops nvr say properly. as in i take music but not as a subject. like i take up piano for interest, sumting like that =D and thanks darrell! =))
Eugene - unfortunately no coz i haven found 'her' yet T.T

well today went to
QUEENSWAY SHOPPING CENTRE
yup, the place to get all your cheap stuff
its the place to go if you are looking into fashion,
but dun want to fork out too much like those ppl in orchard and bugis do.
summore there can also bargain.
lol so me, eugene nah and daryl went to Queensway after much slacking in ncc land quarters
coz couldnt reach daryl lol.
ate curry chicken rice there. was SUPERB
yup. and for only $3 =D

so after that we went around window shopping.
eugene wanted to buy a shirt.
but in the end also nvr buy.
daryl on the other hand found a vest that he really liked
and borrowed $35 from eugene to buy.
not too bad, considering the actual price was $40+
pro bargain-er =)
wanted to buy a tie to match a black suit i have at home for nxt yr Grad nite
but decided to give it up coz i dun knw how it would look like

after the shopping was done, we took 961 home
LOONNGG journey. Took about 1hr.
estimated like 60 stops from queensway to wdlands reg int.
lol, so rched home at ard 8

2009-10-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

tired..
firstly, would like to say sorry (again) to yishen and yichao
was too engrossed in bkb and didnt hear you calling me. Sry guys.
only whn samuel and derek told me thn i realised.
anyway i had my desserts too.
i was like trying to chase up with u 2.
saw u 2 walking to bus stop from sch gate.
chiong all the way to bus stop, but juz nice 88 had to come..
and then when i rch the bus stop i was like waving frantically at u 2 lol.
but apparently u didnt see, so i thought 'suan le'.
well, so i guess thats an eye for an eye =(

ouch, my heel is hurting me..
and holidays are turning out to be boring..
haix, hope that can go out more with frenz
if not rot at home le =(

oh shit. suddenly realise i only have one week + to study for theory exam on 31/10
btw, to all those who take music, i feel theory is the dumbest thing that happened to music.
dont u think so? lol
signing off

2009-10-14T20:55:00.002+08:00

well today was rather fun
took the mrt to amk hub.
rched thr at abt 8.45 and went up to cinema
which haven opened yet and i failed to notice eugene, stalker, darrell and his friend wilson sitting at the benches near the toilet. lol.
so we met and eugene said he was hungry, so we went to the foodcourt for breakfast.
got myself ice milo.
in the end ryan and elliott came, and the 7 of us were like rotting at a table.
until darrell suggested that we go for a round or 2 of lan at dhoby ghaut before watching the movie at Cathay.

on the train we were like fooling ard. eugene came up with a 'pass the wave' movement.
but i always 'kill the wave' , as he claims it.
went straight up to Cathay and checked the timing.
decided to watch 1.05pm Surrogates
so we went for lan b4 coming back to buy tickets

lan was quite fun. though there was confusion over our seats
first game was feed again. with lion.
2nd game was more fun. played es and my score was nt bad.
7/9/20. yep 20 assists.

To Eugene Lee: Im really sorry for having raised my voice at you. i guess i was too engrossed into the game. Im really really really really sorry. plz dun be angry at me.. and also im sorry that we did not leave in time for the movie. Really sorry for making it a bad day for you. *apologises*

well, in the end only me, stalker, eugene, darrell and wilson went for the movie. didnt miss out too much though, and the movie was quite nice i would say.
eugene lee left after the movie, and the 4 of us were like rather sad and guilty.
after that went back for lan again
played another round of dota and abit of CS and went back home.

PS: Sorry once again to G.I Gene.

2009-10-12T20:46:00.002+08:00

EOYs ARE OVER!

yup yup no joke *cheers* *hooray*
ok well, today was bio and amaths
think i did relatively ok for the two papers.
worse case is get B lor.

after the papers the flrballers stayed back for team meeting
mrhan briefed us about personal particulars and stuff and the trng schedule
quite excited when he said that saturdays will be reserved for friendlies and other stuff
so cool, cant wait to have more friendlies
oh and anyway, poor lander got jacked. here's how it happened(or something like that):

mrhan: eh lander leh?
us: dunno leh
Isaac*calls lander*: hello? whr u? do you know team meeting is NOW? ya like NOW. Uh under the staircase. ya ok.
mrhan: eh later we all jack lander. when he come that time u all say 'lets start', then u all leave, ok?
us: SURE.*=DDDDD*

and then it really happened lol.
felt damn bad after that
Sorry lander =(

lol so after that me and yichao met with clarence and went lan
we were like looking for the rest and they told us they were at lvl3 downtime
which was in fact at level 2 =.=
haha first time i used 'SeoHyun' as ign
and as expected, Andy used 'Yuri' and Weijian used 'YoonA'
first game was pretty feed.
my lion was like 5/12/15 T.T
laned with clarence, who was using SA, and ksed me a lot too =D
against weimin who was using drow
2nd game was short
first 10-15 mins i was like pwning with balanar
dominating, before i started to make reckless ganks and died
from then on i started to die more, and in the end lost to a very gay lineup
final score was 6/6/5
haix sad. wish i could be more pro in dota, especially now since exams over.

well gonna sign off. hope tmr's badminton will be fun =DDD

2009-10-10T21:08:00.003+08:00

haha, read one article about parents complaining that
the Maths paper for PSLE was too hard.
Found one of the problem sums question, which i must agree was quite hard for primary school ppl to solve.

"Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim’s sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of Ken’s sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?"

my own answer is below:
Let no. of chocolates each person has be x
Let no. of sweets each person has be y

Jim - y-12:x = 1:7
7(y-12)=1(x)
7y-84=x
x-7y=-84 (1)

Ken - y:x-18 = 1:4
4(y)=1(x-18)
4y=x-18
x-4y=18 (2)

By simultaneous solving,
-3y=-102 (1-2)
y=34
Each person has 34 sweets at first, so that means Ken bought 68 sweets as he gave half to Jim

haha lol. i think got simpler method, but this was what i could think of.

2009-10-09T17:58:00.000+08:00

ok well, i dunno if this is important but..

I AM BACK TO PLAYING DOTA!

lol. dunno wad made me do it
suddenly felt like installing wc3 back
i decided to balance my weekends-
30% dota, 40%bio, 30%amaths
hwa. ownage.

anyway today's chem and hist was ok
did chem without my calculator though
left it in my bag. didnt dare ask for permission to take
i dont think u will dare, if the invigilator is gky.
anyway it was quite ok.
not exceptionally hard, from wad i heard about the sec2 science paper
well going to play dota now
bb

2009-10-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

suddenly felt that im one hell of a bastard
i juz realised there were so many times i treated my friends like crap
how i wish i could juz say sorry
but it probably wouldnt change things much
im really regretting all the shit ive done
ohmygod..
i cant afford to lose any more of my friends.
argh.
whats wrong with me?!

2009-10-08T21:00:00.002+08:00

phew. breezed thru CL paper 2 and emaths today
heng ah, the papers all not too hard
especially emaths
confident can get A liao =D

wasted one hour of time going for Mr Kua's 'remedial'
in the end only revise basic stuff
muz do well for chem tmr though
considering that its my fav subject currently

dunno why im feeling 'slackier' and 'slackier' as the EOYs pass
suddenly no motivation to study le
only wish that weekends can arrive sooner

went to the library to study with cren
wanted to study both chem and hist
in the end only study hist lol
then went to eat kfc and back home

2009-10-07T18:14:00.002+08:00

well halfway thru EOYs
can say its getting better =D
although ss was pretty much screwed
55mins for 2SBQ + 1SEQ
how to finish.. -.-
in the end my reliability conclusion nvr do
but its kay, anyway my reliability oso anyhow do one.

and today in the morning,
edmund yong very kindly came into class
told us that we screwed up section c in physics
then he turn to me and said i got 0
coz i nvr write name.
of course i nvr believe la, so lame -.-
but anyway, class average for MCQ was 17/20
ownz man =D

tmr shld be relatively easy
considering its only CL paper 2 and e.maths
gt chem remedial some more
muz mug chem, hopefully can get into HoF =D
oh ya, still gt history essays =(

really hope gky will let us go obs =D

2009-10-05T15:10:00.002+08:00

EOYs are definitely not going as i wished..
today was English paper 1 and geography
needless to say, both were relatively well screwed up
dunno why but i just feel super tired.
wish i could juz sleep for the next 7 days
and when i wake up, EOYs would be over
haiz wishful thinking..

oh crap and liverpool lost.
i personally think lucas is a rubbish player.
anyone on the reserves would probably play better than him
and liverpool do need to work on their defense
okok enough soccer crap

anyway, there's english paper 2 and physics tmr
shucks, cant afford to do badly for both papers
and i realised i havent started on history + ss
ah well, nvm
anyway the most important thing is o levels
~~who gives a damn if you did badly for EOYs?~~

ya well i striked off that sentence.
EOYs are important. Really. I mean it
but dont take it too hard if u didnt do well
just make sure u put in the effort next time
well to look on the bright side
7 more days to LAN =DDD

byebye

2009-10-04T10:45:00.002+08:00

dunno why
but im feeling abit disappointed
mostly with myself.

suddenly realised
ive done so many things wrong
really regretted not studying for Geog earlier
when i found out that there were still
so many things i do not understand yet

so now i live in fear
'will tmr's Geog be hard?'
i do not know and dont wish to know

i guess its probably ok not to be stressed
but i really dont want to enjoy the time after EOYs
after knowing that i screwed up like half the subjects
somehow, i feel that i also lost the motivation to study
and when there is like so much left to revise..

well, on a brighter note,
Liverpool will beat Chelsea today
hopefully that will lift my mood for exams

going off

2009-10-01T19:34:00.002+08:00

today.. was a tiring day
didnt feel too well
abit of flu + fever
suddenly felt like im the odd one out
like everybody's mugging like crazy
yet im still blogging..
Geog is like 3 days away
and i still have no confidence

anyway, went for haircut today
*grumble*
dun laugh if u see a bonzai in uniform
promise?

Cmon guys! lets tide through the one week of hell
and then..
hehehe

2009-09-27T10:37:00.002+08:00

This post shall be titled : Why i hate EOYs

20% Physics - coz i nvr seem to get anyting right

50% Geography - Pure Geog=Pure brainless mugging a purely pointless subject which is purely boring.

15% CCA cancelled - which means more mugging -.-

10% Less GG video time - which is ALSO used for mugging =.=

4.99% Less sleep time - ""

0.00000001% Dota Rehab - need me to say anything?

well, thats probably all there is to EOYs for me
anyway its only 2 more weeks of crap
before 2 months of fun
Gambatte!

"I refuse to give in, i refuse to give up" One Love by BLUE

2009-09-26T22:09:00.001+08:00

Ok. finally my new blog is up
lost count how many times ive said it
well anyway
EOYs are just round the corner
one weekend away, in fact
Study hard pals =D

Cheers to my new blogskin once again XD